College Guys

Last night my cousin Lauren and I decide to go for a swim at one of the local hotels in town. (Which we do a lot.) it is just us in the pool area and maybe friends that we invite. Last night on the other hand, there was a large group of college kids -which consisted of only one lady- enjoying the sauna and the hot tub. Lauren gets sort of shy with new people. so where ever they were (hot tub or pool), we were in the other. We decided to leave around 11pm, and I guess the college kids thought the same. By the time we got all dresses and turned in our keys they were ready as well. :P So Lauren and I rushed on out to my Jeep on the back side of the hotel. Well all these guys and this 1 lady piled into this teeny tiny car behind me. they went to go out the back side of the lot as well as I did..... well I wasn't aware that the way around the lot i went....ended at some lawn...and then the building. So there was no actual road way. The other college kids were sitting there...waiting to see if id back my jeep up or go around or what....so seeing as I now have 4-wheel drive in my new vehicle, as well as more clearance, I decided to shift down to the next gear and floor it over the lawn and the curb and out of the lot. As my cousin and I sat at the read light laughing our asses off, this little car PACKED full with these kids....pulled up next to us with all the guys screaming and hooting and hollaring with double thumbs up saying "FUCK YA!!!"

It amazes me these days what shocks people and makes them decide they like you. ESPECIALLY college guys!

Everyone Has A Beginning

I've decide to start this blog in an attempt to keep my sanity as well as show others that their not crazy, wierd, or that different than they think. We all have UPS and DOWNS in our lives... we just do. Sometimes we have thoughts that we feel are out of the norm, and they most defiantly are not I'd say. We all have a time (or maybe it's all the time) where we feel like we're ALONE...but the truth is, your never the first..nor will you be the last. Some one has/ is going throught whatever it is that you are. Someone has/ is thinking the same odd/scary/random thoughts that you are. As much as we all feel alone sometimes.... we're not.

So I will most like talk about things going on in my life, in my head, or even in other peoples lives that i know. (OBVIOUSLY I'LL HAVE NAMES CHANGED ON HERE! i AM NOT WRITTING THIS FOR A REVENGE THING. NO. MORE FOR ME AND FOR OTHERS FEELING LIKE THEY'RE THE ONLY ONES GOING THROUGH TOUGH,ODD, AND HARD TIMES.)

ALSO, THIS WILL NOT ALL BE DEPRESSING! But we all have them times in our lives where we get depressed. So if you bare with me in the DOWN stages....you'll laugh during the UPS. :)

P.S. I don't really know if others will ever even read this blog. But at least I can feel better :P

Sincerly,
C